Confusion sets in

So as another day comes to a close I am struck with a deep, overwhelming confusion. What do I want to do?

I valued my time working emergency. I enjoyed the variety, the not knowing of what was going to walk through the door. It could be a trauma, a c section, a euthanasia, or an emergency check ear. But on the flip side, there's the down time. The days when nothing is coming in and I'm stuck doing janitorial work.

So do I want to transition to a day practice where the days are filled with vaccines and dentals, but I will know what to expect at the start of the day? Do I want to go back to emergency? Or do I want to find a large animal job?

Lots of soul searching to do!